I took advantage of the time off during the holidays to have a filling. Everything seemed rote: I got anesthetized; the drilling ensued; followed by weird sensation of having the hole in the enamel filled with quick drying silver. Such was the nature of a standard tooth filling. I was told that the tooth will be “cold sensitive for a couple of weeks.” I accepted this, much to my beer-swigging chagrin.
Five days ago, that tooth started smarting, which would usually be followed by a headache. I attempted to quell it with ibuprofen or acetaminophen– whatever was handy– and the pain from both the tooth and the headache would disappear. I visited the dentist yesterday and it turns out that I will now need a root canal on that tooth. I made an appointment.
Herein lies my quagmire: what if that same dentist fucks it up even more so? I’m already of the impression that she didn’t do something right in the first place. Should I continue to place my faith in her, open wide, and hope that she fixes the problem? Or should I say, to hell with her and pick a new dentist. My confidantes have alluded to the latter being the better choice, and they came with dentist recommendations to boot.
But, what if the problem lay with the tooth itself–the tooth that I had in my care to begin with, which I perhaps didn’t take care of properly? What if my current dentist had done everything right and is just being the unlucky recipient of my blame? A part of me is saying ‘Fuck it! She’s not the one in pain!’, but another part of me is saying ‘Give her another chance.’
Sigh…what to do? What to do?




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